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Antisocial Butterfly

There's A Hole In My Soul...

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happy birthday to me...

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Happy Belated New Year's everyone.
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Surviving Zombies
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I can't believe I stayed up to watch this crap. These nuts seem to honestly be taking themselves seriously. It just Doomsday Preppers for zombies.

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I'm thinking of looking into ECT and VNS for treatment. Apparently they don't teach the student therapist how to diagnose so my student therapist doesn't understand that I'm unipolar and won't magically get happy and hurl all the negative stuff magically away to be better. She doesn't get that its not that easy and I'm tired of getting baggered by her. Maybe if my insurance will allow me to use one of these treatments then I can get away from them.

I'd prefer to do vns instead of ect because ect can mess with your memory and my memory is already lousy enough as it is. I wish I could find a lj group for depression and treatment.

It took me almost a whole day just to send my address to Amy because my phone has gone nuts and won't really let me do anything without a error and forceclose message coming up.

I think I'm going to hold off on continuing reading World War Z for supersition sake. Given what happened while I was reading and finished the last story of Full Dark No Stars. Silly I know; but eh.

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Gaaaaaagh why did Cenk Uygur have to come off of paternity leave? I wanted Michael Shure.

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Kids are no fun these days.

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Fuck I hate Omona sometimes. Pretentious ass bitches take the most fun things and turn them to shit. Hypocritical shit at that much.

#foreveraloneliterally
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I hate being and feeling this lonely. If I hadn't had issues with my allergies I could've went to therapy last week. Doubt it would have helped though. I miss my old therapist. I hope she was safe from the storm and went off to wherever she was hired. Everyone seems to have multiple journals for this stuff; but one of the perks of being invisible is that I don't have to go through all that because there's no one to pay attention. Time to sleep or try. It doesn't feel like Saturday...

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I lost my dad this morning. I don't know how to put all of this in to words. I miss my daddy, even though I know he's better off with whatever deity or being that is over the after life and that he's no longer in so much pain. Mom doesn't want to come home but I had to. Home is a safe place for me to go and mourn. Part of me isn't looking at it as dad died here; but that dad is still with me here in spirit. I need to finish and get back to my sister's so mom doesn't worry.

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I mourn the loss of thousands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in the death of one, not even an enemy. - Martin Luther King Jr.

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